I am. It is. We are. We’ve had….. Enough.
Enough. Such an all-encompassing word. By definition it means: As much or as many as required; to the required degree or extent.
As young gymnasts and as young women, growing up in this generation, it is easy to feel as though we are not enough. What we did, what we accomplished, how we did the skill, how we made the routine, was compared to an impossible standard. It was never perfect, it was never enough. It was never to the required degree that someone said it should be. Key words: that
someone said it should be.
The question I’ve come to realize about this concept as I’ve grown older, is who is it that decides we are not enough? And why do we listen to them? Why do we base so much of our self-worth, on someone else’s opinion of if we are good enough?
Because the thing I have also come to realize since coming to the University of Iowa, being a part of this program, this culture, this family, is that the only person who gets to decide if I am
enough, is me.
You will never be enough for anyone, until you decide that you are enough for yourself. Until you let go of all the pressure to be someone you know you’re not. Until you fully embrace all that
you are, and all that you want to be. Only then, will you be able to do the same for others.
And that’s what’s so special about this team. By preaching and practicing that we are enough, by teaching a culture of acceptance of each individual person and their role on this team, by
putting the person way before the athlete, we are able to reverse the concept drilled into our brain from a very young age, that we are not enough.
WE ARE ENOUGH. The hard work, dedication, perseverance, sacrifice, heart and soul, of this program is ENOUGH. The laughs, the tears, the inside jokes, and the lifelong friends that
become family IS ENOUGH. The quirks, the flaws, the imperfections, the mistakes, and the lessons learned, IS ENOUGH. The culture and direction of this program, and the legacy that will
continue to live on, IS ENOUGH.
I thank God every day that he placed me in a program that has allowed me to realize that I am enough. That has truly, truly, allowed me to grow, allowed me to make mistakes, allowed me to
not be perfect, and all the while, still be enough.
I am Enough. We are Enough. It is Enough. We’ve had Enough.
— Senior Erin Castle
